[Glitch]

Well I wasn't trying to say he didn't want to be with me - it was just something he said before we started dating and he knows about my condition and it was a worry for him. I'm sure he would listen to me now that we've been together for two years but the little voice in the back of my head hasn't forgotten he said that and I'm a dweller.

I have an appointment scheduled next month but it's just a first appointment sicne it'll be my first time seeing a doctor in Oregon. All my prior doctors are in Idaho.

Just blah D: on the plus side it's not as bad today! Somebody suggested (i am going to botch this spelling) costochondritis.