[Poggio]

I have no idea. I want to say stop worrying about the small things, but to you they may not be small.

I myself feel another round of down in the dumps starting to happen. I have already gone through the seven stages of grief for this certain situation and it is something I can't control. When I start down the spiraling path of rants and being resentful, and vindictive If I can I stop and ask myself

What is really wrong that is making me so angry and resentful?

Usually my personal answer is finances, I have never had enough money to do what I want, never will and even when I budget my kindness or something always takes my money away from me. In this particular instance, I have helped said friend financially a lot, I am ready to move on and do my goals. I know she can't support me when she can't even pay rent. All the little things add up, but until I make the proper choices to cut her off, its my own responsibility and my feelings are a channel for something I can't express to her directly, or rather tactfully enough so it doesn't hurt her feelings.


Maybe you should look, or try and direct your thinking towards, why are all these small things bothering me so much that I have my mask? What small things have built up my mask today? Perhaps it is something bigger beyond your past you haven't thought that bothers you.