[Lawtan]

Originally Posted by Pink pantzer

I hate emotions. Good bad or otherwise I just don't do emotions. The last time I actually cried was 17yrs ago when my father died on the operating table and brought back. Since then I can't remember the last time I actually showed any emotion. To me it seems to be a way of blocking out the world around me that I just...despise.

That, I an familiar with. I spent my time from 12 to 20 sort of with an "exterminate" thought with emotions.

For me, it was not being able to express thoughts or emotions others made me feel - they were scary, and being raised in an emotionally unstable household made the disconnect worse. So, bitter about everyone projecting onto me without any sort of release.

...I find it best for me to write it out, or use my creativity to design a macabre satire of the stuff that gets to me. And talking it out without fear helps.

*Offers pillow for Pink to scream into or punch*