[Poggio]

Originally Posted by Suzerain of Sheol

My entire life seems to be an exercise in trying to pass time.

I have absolutely crippling depression and seem to suffer from some kind of existential dysphoria where just being conscious most days is psychically painful for me. Combine having rich, indulgent parents and a profound desire to do absolutely nothing with my life and you have me spending probably the last two years since getting out of college barely getting out of bed. Having absolutely shattered health and constitution doesn't exactly help with that.

You remind me of my college roommate. She actually flunked out of college because of this and spent most of her time either being distracted by DODA, or watching me waste my time playing retro ps games when I wasn't in class. Lol we had a fun time translating most of FF7 background signage one night. Otherwise I wouldn't see her, because she would be asleep. It could sometimes be a week before I see her or she could manage to come to class. And I will never forget making the mistake of trying to wake her up to go to class.

As for me it depends on where I can find comfort. And by that I mean I don't like to stay in places were I don't feel like being there. It makes me very antsy to the point where I am spontaneously traveling somewhere to be alone.

If I am at home and its quiet, I will lay in my blanket nest, post on forums, listen to pandora, knit or draw. If my roommate is home and has decided to purge the house because of her ocd, then I will probably leave and walk for 2-4 hours until I can go back home to where its reasonably quiet. Or I will go to the Library, and pluck through random books.