[Asami]

I miss you guys tons but life is just too much and will be from now on. :(

Though sad I won't be able to see my kind of boyfriend/girlfriend kind of not boyfriend/girlfriend for a while. Our schedules don't really mash up well right now and they live 3 hours away. :(

Our relationship is kind of messy right now. They thought I was leading them on and so they kind of left me but we were able to work it out. I was too afraid to say yes when they asked me out because everytime I get close they push me away. Because he's (they go by he/she/they so i tend to switch between them)only known bad relationships. And yea. It's messy but I love him a lot.
It was really cute though he sang me a song he learned and I just couldn't say anything. There's a whole lot more to this but this is only what's recently happened. I was definitely in the wrong but like I don't want to say yes and then he decides to leave me after everything is all official.
So just trying to work things out but the distance between us makes things very hard.