[Batty]

Originally Posted by Lawtan

...I know its unconventional, but hit something that you won't regret - like a pillow?
I know I may be less of a wound spring of anxiety if I did that.
Then scream in the pillow, and then find headphones.

I absolutely couldnt find them yesterday.
Zanes working days now, [he finally landed a job] and leaving me home alone is a BAD IDEA, especially during the day when people knock on the door, and want to socialize, and the dog [I have a dog now xD] wants to go out and and and and.... yeah...

He left me his noise cancelers this morning, and he SHOULD be home in -looks at clock- an hour and a half? Maybe longer, I havent heard from him. But hes been gone since 8AM.

And no ones talking to me right now [save this] and just.. ugh... I have to work out, and clean some, but I don't want my neighbors to hear that im home...