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He nods his head in thanks, not even paying attention to the looks the werewolves were giving him, too upset to even care really. Isaac listens to what Alice says, but still shakes his head, "When Faye had lost her memories and became attached to that family, there was more than one reason why I wanted them to live with us. The first was obviously because of Faye, I wanted her home again, but also because I knew that since she became attached to them they were in danger of being attacked by Gabriel. What a fool I was! Garlic can be used to deter younger vampires, but older ones can withstand the smell of it enough to not be affected by it's stench, why wouldn't it be the same for werewolves and wolf's bane. I'm not but a fool who knows hardly anything about the world I'm a part off because I shut myself out of it most of my life like this. All I ever wanted was to help people and live in peace, the only ones I purposely intended harm were to those vampires I met in town. How they treated humans just made my blood boil and I couldn't stop myself from consuming them, causing them to fear me like vampires fear humans." Sighing, he holds his head in his hands as he continues to cry.

"Even if I didn't like how he treated his family and left them all the time, this man did think he was doing what was right up until the point when he was distraught at having been changed. I should have tried harder at getting him to stay! And I should have asked you two about Gabriel as soon as I got them to stay in my home! You could have told me what would have worked to keep him at bay! I can't help but feel its my fault this happened to him because of me! His situation is almost identical to mine when I was turned into a vampire! I doubt he'd be willing to, but if I turn him and don't give him my blood, he won't be able to go back to the hunters, but nor will he be able to attack humans because I wouldn't allow him to. But I won't do that without your pack's consent and his consent. He's already suffered enough because of my actions, I wont force him into doing something he doesn't want to do." He looked to Lucian, hoping the man had heard all of this and would at least be able to give a response if he didn't outright ignore Isaac.