[trystan830]

i didn't sleep well last night... hubby's working through some things and it keeps him up at night - he says he needs mindless things going on (like the tv playing) to 'turn off' his mind which is going a zillion miles a minute. one of the things is that he's worried about our financial state (which sucks, btw), and that keeps him up and his mind going. so some nights he'll start out in bed, but end up on the couch.

last night, something didn't really go his way (he didn't actually say anything that he wanted something (which was he wanted me and younger daughter to join him in a game) but rather sat on the floor, playing on his phone, with the game next to him. and after a while, just got up, went into the office and closed the door.) and then he watched tv on the one tv, then moved into the room where i was on the computer and crocheting, turned on his show on netflix and was asleep shortly thereafter. at one point when i was ready for bed, i asked if he wanted to join me, and he mumbled something about he needs the tv for his zillion-mile-a-minute mind. but after i'd gone into the bedroom at 1 something, and couldn't get to sleep until 4ish, he'd turned off the lights (and even turned the tv back on when one of the times i'd gotten out of bed i turned it off.) and the only thing he even said last night was when i'd popped into our office a bit after he'd gone in there to ask if everything was good, and he said it was.

i emailed him this morning at work, because he sounded really grumpy this morning - i wake up when he comes in the bedroom after his shower, and say 'love you' and his reply this morning was kinda grumpy. i don't really expect an answer, but i've been married to the guy for almost 22 years, and i'd like to think we're still best friends...

yeah, sorry for the blathering.