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Originally Posted by Lawtan

I don't really like roleplaying fandoms...if I like a material in something, I'll tend to try to research its makeup, deconstruct/reconstruct it, and then have a solid idea for an original writing that I usually feel so inadequate to write that I drop it because I hate myself ;-;

I'm like this as well, I tend to dissect the hell out of a fandom. Some would call that nitpicking but I consider an indicator that I was captured by the material.

That's another thing about me, I'm kind of a jealous person. So I never read fanfiction (There was one exception back in my Twilight obsession days but It wasn't finished at the time and I'd lost interest in reading it by the time it was) but even just hearing about intriguing fanfiction concepts that I might have liked to explore can make me feel inadequate.