[Lucid:]

I've got an awesome. I started dating someone. I forgot what it was like to actually feel connected to somebody, after being married to an emotional potato for 3 years. And with this newfound emotional support, I seem to have broken out of my rut. Instead of spending the day blankly staring at job openings but not having the heart or energy to put in an application, I now actually have the motivation to apply for jobs. I want to actually do something with my life, which, strangely enough, is a bit of a new feeling for me. Hadn't felt that way since mid-way through college.