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Hey, I get what you're saying. Ever since losing my job in 2013 and the legal battle surrounding those events, I've been similarly disabled by the psychological disorders created by those scars. I won those battles... but it didn't actually help. I used to be able to deal with stress just fine... now, even tiny amounts of stress like waking up too early can make me lock up all day, blanking out and not able to focus on anything. I keep my job by finding ways to force my way through it -- usually by working late nights up against a deadline to make up for lost time.