[Chi]

Yeah, I've given up at this point. I'm still looking for a permanent job but I was rather hopefully since things had changed there over the years. Oh well. Not a big deal anymore.

It's not a bad thing but it's embarrassing. D: Now what will the people think? /)w(\ So embarrassing. I guess asking someone to pinch me if I apologize too much could work. I think it's just something that's rooted in me since childhood. I felt like a did a lot of things wrong in my life.