[Karastorm]

I need a hug today feeling very down and to be frank something retrigured the sucacidal thoughts again. Not that I want to be dead just away where I cant get hurt or hurt any one. I feel so unessary today I hate when this happens yet I let it happen all the time as my bf is a bugger. He flirts with other women constntly infront of me and hes now doing it to a old house mate of mines appent gf. I just cant forgive him. Not after this. I may twke thr last of my things from his and delete his contact and tell him so long.