[Lawtan]

Dear Self,

You need to learn not to take everything to heart. You are blaming yourself for what is happening in Ferguson. You repeatedly try to force yourself to fully accept and believe different incompatible views so that you can be accepting to two groups of friends who talk like, if they so much as looked at one another, they'd kill each other. You blame yourself for people being stupid.

Your nature is good in that you put your all into trying to help someone, regardless of who they are. However, this self-blame is irrational and interferes both in your life, your happiness, and your ability to stand other people. So, please, self, stop blaming yourself for every bloody thing.

Sincerely,

Your non-self destructive side