[daikokunyo]

Ehh. Still doesn't look like it's worth sacrificing one's life to crack the exam, then sacrificing one's youth studying 10 years, even if I'm able to follow one of your suggestions at the end of it. I'm averse to science itself, maybe if I liked science I'd be able to study it for the sake of studying it. But people only study to get a job really.
Oh well. Maybe at the end of these two years I'll snap and do what I want to do, even if that wouldn't be very, erm, safe.
Thanks though, Lawtan