[Lawtan]

I'm getting over a desire for patricide, but other than that.

(My father has very much not dealt with his own issues, and doesn't understand things like depression. He was somewhat adamant on me "just having to get over it.")

I wound up so frustrated that I took a solid stick of pressure treated wood, and went off to practice bojitsu on a solid pole. The stick broke.

Sorry if that disturbs you. I am not typically a violent person. It was...rather surprising to me.