[Vincent]

@ Poggio ;

I start thinking about all things I find weird and realize that he is probably normal and would never accept me and probably has a hot girl friend some where.

That's pretty much me right there. XD I start thiking I'm weird and he wouldn't accept me and there's better then me. Only instead of me stop talking, it normally ends in awkward silence I think. XD

Hm. maybe. I would if it was easier for me to go out. XD I gotta bus if I wanna go anywhere like that. Sometimes transferring, and I feel if I'm doing that just for a chance at that, and it ends up not happening, I'd be wasting my time and stuff. x:

I am a people pleaser haha. XP Maybe I should practice somehow somewhere. XD Just whenever someone doesn't feel happy with me I start to feel bad so I try to prevent that. XD

Yeah I try to tell myself that alot whenever I'm with someone. XD It's a constant battle between 'not wanting to be alone again' and 'wanting to be myself'. sorta. xP