[Poggio]

Eh the people thing really depends with me. Like I want to get out and do things but I am so scared of crowds and just talking to people makes me anxious enough already. My coworkers do not believe it but I can get goose bumps just talking to some one in a 1 minute conversation asking them rehearsed questions. Then tongue tripping happens and it all turns into horrible word vomit in which I just stop talking.

I used to be anti social to the point of panic attacks but I really have gotten better. Baby steps is all I can say, and well being forced to get a job and get out in the world also helps. So if I find my self comfortable then yeah I don't mind but being thrust in a situation like random as house guest or overly crowded bars, and stuff like that I may flee.
The only advice I can give is baby steps and just do it.

I mean you are talking on here? And yes I know walls of text over the internet are different from talking in real life but you are still talking. It is really all about balance. You don't need to be a socialite to fit in and make friends though hanging out when you/ they feel like it is fine. XD and you are entitled to say no if it becomes to much. Or ask them for a movie day. Because going out is actually very expensive.

Yeah oddly enough out of my friends its the anti-social ones that have stuck together. We did not start out this way but the four of us have gotten to know each other better then the ones that have gone off.
And you worry to much about what others think about you if you are worried about not being yourself. People can accept you for who you are. If you have to change drastically there is something wrong with the relationship. I think that is mostly a self conscious issue and they may not even be thinking about wanting change from you at all XD.