[Lawtan]

Essentially:
I want to design/invent technologies that could help people and the planet
(In addition to learning languages, cultures, skills, and mythologies from multiple people, drawing, programming, and storytelling)
...but I have developed an issue with mathematics and the like (a fear/dread)...and I have some issue focusing on one thing at a time.
So, I thought I could research and design my ideas...for incorporation into a science fiction/science fantasy series.