[Saiyouri]

I hope by then I am able to find a way to control myself. It's hard and I'm not on meds so I'm hoping I can figure something out. He knows about my OCD so that is a plus. I might have to put some stuff over my things so they are covered. That is the only thing I thought of so far.

End game stuff is usually with people that are hard core and won't tolerate if you don't do it. I got in a guild with my husband's friends so they were ok with me being casual in gaming. I plan on being that way with all my games and I hate being forced into doing something I don't like. If I am forced I will end up quitting the game. I hate being pushed to something in games. To me it loses the fun. Plus I didn't even have the best stuff at all. So I was a tad left behind which was fine with me.

I'm going to get heading to bed. My son has school tomorrow finally after the stupid holiday vacation. Gotta make sure his butt gets up in the morning while I wake up every hour on the hour to stare at a clock to see, "damnit it's not 6 yet!!!" >.> I hate that ritual, I'm really hoping to get past it. SOON.