[E'zelia Starsong]

That's honestly how I feel about my bestie and her four kids. Granted they're great kids, but I see her stressed out all the time and worrying about financial issues. She's also got a wonderful husband, but every time I'm over, it's all about the kids wanting attention or getting fussy or cranky. Then she brings up the question on when I'm going to have kids. I don't even plan on it. We're the same age, and it just makes me feel out of place, especially when her friends come over with their kids. Makes me feel left out or clueless. It sucks, but I am happy for her. I love her kids. I'm practically their aunt and that's good enough for me. Play with them, wear them out and go home to a quiet home.