[Nexess]

Have you tried knitting? I know it's a weird thing to say but I do it when I get in a funk or am just feeling really out of it, it's very calming ad helps me put my head in order. Maybe something like knitting would help you?

I don't really even make anything from it, it's just something to keep my hands moving and makes me feel like I'm doing something.

And as for the Sister and Brother in Law thing, I think you should just ignore it Chi. in all honestly it's really just not your problem, your parents have let them do this and it's up to them to actually step up and do something about it.

As for them putting you down I say just stop talking to them about the majority of your life, it'll take off alot of stress on you and if your actually not talking to them tell them so, just stand up ad go I wasn't talking to you, so don't interrupt please. Don't say it rudely, just get the point across politely, it works wonders with people like that, they tend to get really embarrassed because they've been called out on their behaviour.