[Batty]

Yeah, especially since her and my sister are the only family I have. Her and I were more than close. She was my mom and my best friend, and we were pretty much inseperable. We did EVERYTHING together. Its like a part of me has died off, and it really sucks. At first, I just kinda stepped up, and did what I had to do... but the longer I'm in this house, especially when I'm alone, its like my mental state is deteriorating. And it scares the hell outta me.

And I've been MIA since then. But, before I took a sabbatical, it was sjust starting. So at least three months or so? It really makes me sad ;n;