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Default Minor vent.. Input please? [m]   #1  
So, I was on facebook earlier today, and I was messaged by a friend of mine who is now an ex-freind whom wanted another persons number and because I dont share peoples numbers I got this..










So, During the confrontation I tried my best to stay calm and not let it get to me, But the thought that someone would have the gaul to say something like this just floors me.. For those of you who don't know both of my parents commited suicide in the year of 2010 when I was 17 on different months...

I guess the main part of this vent is, I try my hardest to be nice to people, I try my hardest to be social, When others joke around with me I joke back. When others have problems I try to help, When things are said behind others back I let them know whats going on, I dont claim to be the most perfect person in the world no one is, everyone has things that they are not proud of about themselves and their pasts.. But what do I do to deserve to be treat like this? My god.. I feel that I am to passive for my own good I am so angry right now I could knock the daylights out of this kid but I wont because thats not who I am I bottle up my anger and find out other ways to vent it... Like what I am typing now..

I guess What I am trying to ask and say.. Is am I really that bad to handle that things like this are needed to be said..?
"Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain"

"I'm waging war on myself. A captive causality"

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"Traded a merciful heart for a murderer�s brain
But now I curse what's in my head
Because I can't stop seeing red"
Last edited by Natsunaine; 05-21-2013 at 03:24 AM.
Old Posted 05-21-2013, 03:06 AM Reply With Quote