[Asami]

Guys guys guys... it seems you've misunderstood ;n;
(I feel like sawako now //shot)

Gah.I do not want tocarry around my games everywhere. You know how easily things get stolen by people you /don't/ know? I don't want to have something important in my bag always and have it taken by a completr stranger who will /never/ return it. I want it on my shelf where it belongs unless its in use
Again. I have. No. Problem. With him using them. I just want to get him to ask. Nor will I call the police on him. Its not /that/ big of an issue to call the cops.


Uma.I:
Ptsd? Nonono you're misunderstanding.
I only worry because I don't want to forever loose an important item. As stupid as it sounds I love my games. Especially ones friends gave me or my bf got me. I treasure them.

As for the crying.
I cry when I loose ANYTHING.
Lanyard for school? Cry.
random shirt? Cry
Stuff animal? Cry

I just get so frustrated! And anxious? I guess
Its hard to explain this.
Like I feel despair. Like... I think "oh god ill never find it"
lately ive been working on it
like if I loose something I try to shrug it off. But its hard to not search frantically and cry.
Its not ptsd of any sort. If anything its just my crazy hormones at work?
Idk maybe im crazy in general.

As for the lock business. My parents will never allow that
they believe that if I have a lock on my door
it will provide a way for me to do (and this is a direct quote) "creaky things with your boyfriend" u.u
no. I just want privacy. I want to be able to change clothes without having to worry about someone busting in (which happens all the time)

I think you've just misunderstood me totally.
I just need a way to tell him to ask.
I really don't know how to.