[Rosekitten]

Tonight he had no plans or intentions with the other. The only real thought was that he wanted Mizuki to relax. Even with things getting better Mizuki still have a number of moments where he seemed to recoil. Not that Thalion wasn't making the bastard whos fault this was pay for it. not that it fixed anything but it was good to know he would not be hurting anyone else and that Thalion was damned good at his job of keeping the male alive and in a almost constant state of pain and suffering.

No tonight he had planned it all around Mizuki to try and get the other to relax. Maybe to see even a hint that things really would be ok in the long run of things. Though what he got was more then he could have asked form. Even with just starting from the little things at the bath he could tell Mizuki was at the least content and not thinking about anything that had happened in the past.

Though everything seemed to boil down to the light massage in the bed. He figured that he'd just keep going till the other was asleep. Though as things went on he did catch the light noises coming from the other. Probably not intentional but still he wasn't going to complain or say anything to ruin this. Even as Mizuki moved giving him a hint that he was missing a spot he never faulted in his actions.

Though what did cause him to pause was when Mizuki moved again and was laying on his back looking up at him. He wasn't sure if he ha done something wrong with the kiss or not. It didn't seem like it not according to what he could tell anyway. No Mizuki still seemed to be pretty relaxed though something on his mind.

No for the moment he let Mizuki do whatever he wanted even as the other seemed to shift a little again and paused in moving a hand for a second before it finally came to rest on his cheek. At the least that eased any sudden worry he took something too far. Though the words that followed the kiss was not anything that he was expecting.

He stayed where he was for a moment watching the other almost debating if he was just saying that to get it over with already or if he meant it. Thalion never pushed Mizuki as far as what needed to be done. He knew it would take time and he was going to give the other all of the time he needed. Though here Mizuki was asking him to help him forget. Yet he was the one hesitating now with not wanting to hurt the other.

Moving a little he pressed his cheek against the hand still there before putting a hand over it to keep it there. "Are you sure?" He had to ask it, if Mizuki wasn't sure and they started or went through with it and the other blamed him.. he wasn't sure how he would take it. He had waited for Mizuki to come out with it so he knew for sure the other was ready.

Mizuki seemed to nod before saying he wanted to forget. Thalion couldn't really say no, not when Mizuki seemed to want this to happen. Not to say he didn't but he had gotten use to waiting and he had a number of worries that even with the other saying it was ok or he was ready to move on. He could see this backfiring and they would be back to square one again.

After he was sure that Mizuki was positive he finally gave in to agreeing. Not because he didn't want the other but because he didn't want to hurt the other or have things go back to how they were before just when they were working out. even with the other agreeing to it he had made his mind up and told Mizuki this as well that if he wanted to stop at any time to say so. It would have sucked of course but it was the better option then to force things.

None the less things slowly and by slowly it was very slowly progressed from there. For the first time in years they were both laying together without clothes and in each other's arms. For the moment Thalion was still trying to calm his breathing as he held Mizuki close. A number of times he thought the other was going to ask him to stop but it never came. Even a few times he asked out loud if Mizuki wanted him to stop.

He had taken his time with everything to make sure the other had the chance to pull back if he wanted. Not only that bu the had missed just touching the other and seeing the pale skin exposed as the soft noises escaped parted lips. He had not planned this for tonight but he was glad in a way it happened. Though now all he could do was hold Mizuki close and hope that things weren't going to recoil back to how they were.