[Tiva]

Twigg..... *hugs* Your boyfriend is trying to be nice, Alpha does the same thing with me when I get blown off by the girls to hang out with someone who literally can't say a nice thing to me. He isn't trying to make you feel bad about it, but if it is tell him that how he is approaching the subject, though thoughtful, isn't really helping any. Does he have any guys friends that are steadily dating someone? Try hanging out with them & doing a double date night in.

As for college, a lot of people fail out at some point the point is to keep trying and not to fall into the same mistakes, take a lighter class load (12 hours instead of 15) it will take longer to finish but you aren't as stressed. If you have any questions about Anthropology, I am a soon to be Senior in Forensic Anthropology at WCU but I have taken a few cultural anthro courses. If you want to work at the disney museum have to considered double majoring in Cultural Anthropology & filmography? I know someone who is doing it and they basically study the history of development in film and culture, and how they effect each other.

Also you have friends... we are just online, and not all ways paying attention because it is harder to read people over the net. You don't repel people, you just need a special group of friends that understand you and can help you through your breakdowns, and a lot of people wont do that because in this day and age, it isn't their problem.

FYI not getting a bid in a sorority isn't a bad thing, especially if they know you are applying to more than one of the social ones, they really down grade you on it. Also, the sisterly bond... it doesn't all ways happen, I have friends that have come out and basically been treated so hostilely that they left their greek life, I have also had friends that love it and would never want to leave. The thing is you should never Rush during your first year, you most likely will get rejected unless your Mother, Grandmother, & your great-grandmother all were in the sorority, and it is mostly because you don't know any of the people. WCU has a strict no one under 15 hours can rush, so one they can get use to college & 2 so they can get to know the people. At other colleges the bidding is worse because you have every freshman trying to get in, along with sophomores & Juniors, and they only have so many slots per semester.

And ending on a high note, I have never had a female roommate that once was a friend work out.... it is just something about most females that they don't room well together as friends because they are too comfortable & too involved. So if something is wrong with you it is with me too.