[Rosekitten]

He sat there and expected some smart comment, it did come in a way. He was about to say something else like that was not helping or something but Luna seemed to speak up again. This was where she started saying things that should be common sense. Though it was something that the two of them had said at one point that they needed to work on at the same time.

As she started pointing out the obvious he felt like a damned idiot for not trying hard enough. No he didn't have all the free time in the world because someone had to keep this place running. But he had been wasting what time he did have. Heck he had even given Mizuki more spare by leaving the room to the other. He knew better then to do that on a number of levels but he still had done it.

She went on a little bit and insisted that he try just talking. His ears went back at the idea of it. Every time he had tried Mizuki all but screamed at him. Even the times he stayed across the room and tried that way to get the other space. Though he knew Luna was right he shouldn't have pulled back as he did. Hell thinking on it all it was stupid to do so knowing how Mizuki was.

After Luna left he sat there a while before finally getting up. He didn't care about anything that had happened. Whatever Mizuki thought as far as him being unworthy to be around others or to be near them, he didn't care about that. Or the fact that Mizuki wasn't exactly himself anymore.. the one he had married that day was still there somewhere or so he hoped. Yet he had been letting that very person toil away on thoughts that weren't even true.

Walking down the hall and finally getting to the room he paused a little at the closed door. He knew he had to talk to the other but hell how or where did he even start? Let alone if he started crying... Mizuki had done that a number of times and he couldn't.. more like he wasn't allowed to do anything.

Breathing out finally he knocked once questioning if he was even awake. Though at no answer, not like he was expecting one, he opened the door and shut it behind him. Nope not asleep. Mizuki was sitting by one of the windows and glanced at him before going back to staring out.

Walking over he paused a little as Mizuki seemed to tense up after a certain point. For now he didn't go too much past that. For the sake that he should have been doing what he was going to try to do right now for the past five years. Mizuki never said a word so Thalion took this as his moment to get whatever he needed to say out before seeing what it lead to.

"You know I still love you right? Even if I've been a idiot for a while now about showing it." Idiot wasn't the right word but it was good enough. He should have been here the whole time and he hadn't. In a way he went back against his own word of not failing Mizuki again when he did.

"No matter what happened or what you think that'll never change." He needed to start somewhere. He could get to what the other remembered after something started just anything. He couldn't really remember the last time Mizuki spoke to him without utterly flipping out actually. Though he was half expecting it this time around no matter what he said.