[Rosekitten]

He breathed out a little knowing he half deserved that. He knew better. Heck he had thought about how Mizuki would react once he came to and he told hismelf that it would go like this. It would take time and a lot of it. He wasn't sure what the other knew or remembered but it didn't seem to be much.

In a way that was a good thing for him. A blessing almost if Mizuki didn't remember much of what happened. It wasn't good that he didn't know what happened but it wouldn't help them any if he remembered every detail of what he did or was commanded to do over the past four years. Never the less Thalion stayed by his side and waited to see what was going to happen or if he could even do anything at the moment to help.

Though a moment or so later Mizuki seemed to notice what had become of his normal form. It seemed to connect slowly that something was wrong but when it really did Mizuki spoke up confused before moving suddenly. Though Mizuki never finished either sentence as he seemed to pass out again. Well that was kind of expected in a way.

Beltran left after it seemed that Mizuki would have no part of the male being there. Though as much as everyone would have loved for things to go back to normal they hardly would be for a very long time. All the while Thalion kept his word on keeping the fallen king alive. He had to have some means to vent his frustration from day to day.

Over the course of four or so years nothing had changed. Mizuki was just as distant as the day that the spell was removed. It seemed to matter little what Thalion did or tried to do. It had gotten to the point where he gave up on being in the same room as Mizuki at times. Not because he didn't want to be around the other but because he had no idea what to do or say to help. He had done everything in his power to show Mizuki that things were ok now and that nothing else was going to happen.

To be honest he was at his wits end and all this time Mizuki had been unable to help lead the kingdom on top of it all. It was one thing after another and he wasn't sure how to fix any of it at the given time. He never bothered trying to tell Mizuki there was a way to fix his current form. Why bother when he couldn't even put a hand on the other let alone hug or kiss him. To think of something further then all of that was like a bad joke.

He had no idea where Mizuki was at the moment and to be honest with himself he wasn't sure he cared. Really he just wanted something to go right for once. The day the spell was removed he swore that things would start to get better and he wasn't sure if they hadn't gotten worse or not.

So for the time being he half hunched over at a table with a drink as he all but glared at it. Tempting.. tempting... he couldn't lie it was more then tempting to just see if he could get Mizuki drunk and see where it took things but he couldn't bring himself to do it. Hell he couldn't even force himself to drink the one sitting here.

"Whats wrong?" The voice was a familiar one as Luna walked over. He let out a heavy breath before laughing a little. "What isn't?" They still fought rather commonly but over the years there was a little understanding, it was a work in progress.

Though Luna seemed to decide to sit and see if she could get some entertainment from this as he went back to absentmindedly looking at the drink. "I suppose relationship advise is out of the question." That was random to come from Thalion. Though out of all the people she probably noticed things had gone no where. A few of them knew what had to be done for Mizuki to return back to his normal gender but Thalion said it was a waste of breath to bring it up.

"It's been over four years, it's nearly been five years and nothing has improved." He sighed a little before sitting up a bit. "Well go get the smart comment over with that look on your face says you have one."