[Umaeril]

Hiya Woop, sorry to hear you are rapid cycling, that sounds like it would be disturbing. I am glad to hear though that you are feeling more stable. Meds perhaps doing the trick?

Yeah idk I was diagnosed as bipolar (one hypomanic episode, major depressive episode) but I just do not know about that. I have not had hypomanic episodes since then I think, but I guess I am. However, I am stable and euthymic as they say. I am not sure how I would do OFF of meds as I do have a generalized anxiety order. I do not get panic attacks luckily.

Overall, it sucks to be on meds and it rather sucks to be called something that I don't think I really am. I think I would know if I were bipolar and "bipolar" sometimes seems a catch-all for the usual transient ups and downs that people have which is what I think I have. I will grant that I was really depressed but that was a few years ago. And I do admit that I was hyper for a bit, maybe twice actually, but I was not out of control hyper, just bought too much and was too intense. Maybe I am mildly bipolar but maybe I am not. o_O

Thanks for letting me ramble about it.