[Rosekitten]

He sighed a little. "I know it has to take place I don't really feel like waiting around to see how long it takes for me to snap and try to kill myself or everything around me..." Though the mention of sealing being painful Thalion shook his head a little knowing that too well.

"Yeah.. I figured that out on my own... kind of the reason I stopped trying for a while." There was one scar he could admit to giving to himself. That was a failed attempt as well but it had left enough of a reminder that he wasn't going to pull off sealing magic by himself that was certain. There was no way to focus enough though the pain that it caused.

Then Mizuki asked a question he wanted to answer but didn't right away. Did he want to go through with this. He did... but to admit he was worried about a lot of things that could go wrong. There were so many things that could go wrong and he didn't want it to be his fault if something happened. He'd never forgive himself if...he never asked what the side effects of this failing. What if something happened to Mizuki if it failed?

Though this was when Mizuki spoke up again. Thalion looked at him getting drawn out of his thoughts before he grabbed both of Mizuki's hands in his own. "It's not that I don't... I went through the training because I do. I've spent the past few weeks making sure everything was perfect because I don't know what I'd do if anything went wrong." He could tell bu how the other had spoken that he was getting mad at the thought of stopping after coming this far.

"I'm just.." He paused a little before looking down slightly. "Worried. What if something goes wrong and it's something I could have prevented. Or worse what if there is a child but they have to deal with the same thing I've been dealing with all this time? Thats the last thing I want to pass on to anyone especially a child." He was worried, it would come down to one moment and he didn't want things to go wrong or for something happen to Mizuki or for the child to have something wrong.