[woopdidoodoo]

so I'm feeling the need to kinda rant again I guess... I've been diagnosed with bipolar rapid cycling disorder. It sucks. I can have major highs and majors lows all during a day. This week alone I've been in a hypermanic state for four days! meaning in the hyperstate I only got 6 hours sleep, longest one yet usually they last a day. I'm only starting to feel "normal" again now.

I can't seem to get a balance I either sleep too much (when I'm depressed) or not enough lol at least I can do stuff when I'm in a hypermanic phase so I kinda prefer those than the depressed states. I don't do crazy stuff luckily I'm quite sensible usually I just tire myself out by hours of cleaning and doing stuff around the house.

I just feel like it all gets too much for me sometimes you know? like I'd rather curl up in bed then face anything but I get up, and feed my furbabies, and be with my other half and all that jazz whilst feeling I dunno its not stressed exactly its just not well if that makes sense.

Anyway anyone else feeling like stuff is too much for them? will share moral support :)