[Rosekitten]

He didn't figure Mizuki would even bother coming out of the room let alone think on what he had said. That was fine it was his fault for not thinking before he spoke anyway. But he wasn't going to hide this forever, he just he needed to come to terms with everything still. It was hard for him to think that this even happened. For years he was content telling Neimi he didn't need anyone and he was happy being alone. But things were different now.

When the other did come out and started talking he was almost surprised that he seemed calm in a way. He was expecting him to yell or something. But what Mizuki said was true, he did have to get use to that. Really he had to get use to a lot of things. Even as a child love was not something he was use to. Sure he enjoyed moments of his youth but love wasn't something he actually knew until recently. Thats part of the reason he was denying to himself that it was real.

But for now he let Mizuki say what he needed to as he listened. He wanted to say it wasn't bad and he didn't plan to hide it forever but thats when Mizuki mentioned until he was done with it. He looked at the other but Mizuki went on. Is that what this was about? Mizuki seemed to be in pain from the thought of it as the other still just stood there.

After a moment he stood finally and walked over to Mizuki before pulling him close and keeping him there. "Thats what this is about isn't it?" He shook his head a little at the idea of it. "I wasn't going to hide it forever, that was never the plan. I never had any real plans to be honest about it. I was going to just take things as they came but apparently thats a bit harder then I thought it would be." He said glancing away a little. It was to him at least.

"look.. I'm not.." He sighed a bit before going on. "Do I look like a lord to you? I live in a place that barely has two rooms let alone three... I'm not going to toss you aside and try to be king or something silly. I can barely manage my own life let alone anyone else's." He laughed weakly at the idea of it. "I think this proves that better then anything."

After a moment of thinking on what he had said he moved and kissing lightly lightly. "I love you Mizuki.. I rally do and I'm not going to just push you aside because of something that others expect me to be or do. I'm just sorry that I don't show more of how I feel towards you. I'll work on it.. if it'll make you happy I'll even try to show how I feel when we're around others."

That was saying something, not that he could promise that it would go well but he could try. He didn't want Mizuki worrying that he was just leading him on. The first person he trusted enough to let them get this close.. the thought he might lose him due to his own actions was painful.