[Nemimo]

I've been finding lately, that I've become more and more irritable.

I mean... it's very quick, spontaneous outbursts that once it happens I feel bad, but they just come out of nowhere, and I feel like this has been building over the years. It started with just getting a little frustrated easily, but it's built to that I will get incredibly angry and upset with someone over a small transgression.

Like tonight, I was watching Walking Dead, and my dad sat down and changed the channel on me. Now normally, sure, it's a little irritating, but I always just go elsewhere. It's not like it's the only TV in the house. But this time, I kept glaring at my dad and when he asked me what was wrong, I kept snapping at him that I could care less about his show, and that I was watching my own show, to the point that I actually yelled at him because he continually asked me 'why I was mad', which in itself was making me even more upset because I had literally *just* told him why I was mad, and he would ask me again shortly after.

And I keep getting mad at my boyfriend over little things, too, but that's another few stories of me getting mad over small potatoes.

Does the pill do anything to mess with my emotional state? Because I think that these anger issues really only started until after that... Or maybe I've just become sick of everything and I need to completely transplant myself.

I don't know, but I don't feel like me anymore.