[Red Lion]

Yeah I know, I know how you feel, while you were in Iowa I felt that way all the time, but you can't stay where you're at forever and you got an interview within a month of being here, that's still a hopeful sign, even if it doesn't feel like it. You've had days like this where you felt bad before, even in Iowa when nothing was getting done and Ryan slept all day or was too tired, but you managed to pull through it. You DO have more direction now and life WILL move forward eventually. Even if all you're doing is muddling through for now, I know what I'm talking about here, it will get better.