[Red Lion]

I can still visit more regularly I can find jobs for you to apply to if you want me to help you look online we can talk more frequently and if you have any kind of emergency I can make it to you. You said yourself that Ryan had maybe a year before he needed to get out of that apartment and face it, there was no way he'd be able to do that with you there, there are statistically more jobs here in NC than there are in Iowa and the inflation isn't as bad so when you do get a job it will be easier for you to find a place, just because you're not moving at the moment doesn't mean that there's nothing, Charlotte is a big city and jobs will be more numerous and accessible here than they ever will be in Carlisle Iowa. You knew when you got here that you'd get less emotional support but there was absolutely no way you could have stayed in Iowa the way it was going. I know it sucks balls but I still think this was the best option.

Besides, when I do get a job it will be easier for you to move in with me since you won't have to fly to get to me and there will be less costs to either Ryan or your family.