[Rosekitten]

"Only when you ask something that you know the answer to." Normally this was the case. Really he wasn't as bad about it as he use to be. Though it was a dumb question to ask. It wasn't like Mizuki didn't have his answer to that from the few days they had been back together. surely it didn't need to be asked. That of the other had already been drinking and seemed to still be a light weight, he wasn't sure.

This was odd though, it was like Mizuki was stalling or something. Going on about the past a little and things he knew already. Things he had told Mizuki a hundred times that they were not his fault. Though the other seemed to keep going as he paused for a moment again. He was really starting to question where this was going till Mizuki finally came out with it already.

He started to say something to the losing comment but after Mizuki finished those final words with that ring he all but shut up. Really he almost looked like he was ready to run if given the chance having flinched a little at the fact Mizuki was dead serious about this. He had joked with the other years ago that he wasn't getting married, Mizuki said at that point he'd change his mind as he got older. Though he wasn't sure of that now.

Even standing here with the one person he loved more then anyone else asking him this let alone being serious about this he felt like he needed to run away. Lack of air or something he just couldn't breath. "Mizuki I-" It had been a while when he last found himself at a lack of words but this did it for sure. He didn't want to say no, but he didn't have a answer. Not for something he never thought of that would happen.

"I.. I need some time to think on this... I'm not saying no I just.." Damn he felt like he ha already done enough damage with what he just said as it was. There was no taking back words or making this any better for now. The expression change on Mizuki face said plenty. But he didn't have a answer. He did but he couldn't say it, thats the only thing he needed time on. Everything that had happened in the past few days and now this? He just needed a moment to think on things. Though he felt like he had already crushed the one before him.