[uncledaddy]

I don't know, that that's why it's so damn aggravating. She KNOWS I have no car and no money, she KNOWS I have nobody here to do things with and that I would gladly see you every day if it were possible, but it's not. She knows there is nothing set up for me to do around the house unless she TELLS ME what actually needs to be done and how, so I don't know what the hell she expects me to do all day that isn't "sit on the computer all day". It's all I fucking have; I can't even talk on the phone all day like she does because I don't have free minutes until after nine unless it's a weekend, and you don't have a cell phone. I don't have a church to go exercise at every other day, or to have meetings at about mission trips and whatever else. I don't have a circle of old ladies and people to visit all the time, engagement parties to go to, whatever. And I sure as hell couldn't get to them without a car any damn way. She's just being fucking negative for no reason and that is the last thing I need in my goddamn life right now.