[Batty]

I don't know WHAT the hell is wrong with him lately.

He's got physical evidence that the way he's been, has been making me sick.
BODILY, sick. Theres zero reason why I should be contracting over 100 degree fevers on a weekly basis.

I thought with him starting his new job things would be good.. he wouldn't be miserable anymore.. but now its like he's completely void of thought. Or he overthinks. Or he talks himself into thinking something completely different than what I've said.

It makes NO sense.


The boy knows I won't get food for myself, because of my condition. knows I wont even ask for it, because I just CANT. He also know what I will, and what I wont, eat. Yet, he's been to the store three times in the last week... and I'm still sitting here with nothing in my stomach. Or he starts random fights out of nowhere. Almost like he wants me to be angry with him.

And the more this goes on... I can't emotionally handle it anymore. Not with whats going on in the house right now, with the whole we havent gotten a ride to go shopping thing, not with me worrying constantly about whats going on in my head..now moms really sick..

I cant do my shit, his shit, AND moms shit. I'm going to break.