[Natsunaine]

If only you knew how many relationships I have been in, It would probably make your jaw drop, As for finding my "True love" I believe I already did, Growing up there was this girl named Caityln that I hung out with, We were inseparable, As we grew older we came to realize we had feelings for each other and we flirted and play along as a Bf/gf would,But we didn't officially go out until I was around.. 15-16..

Well, about.. 6 months into it there was A LOT of drama going on and rumors starting that she was cheating on me and what not, and it was causing her massive emotional stress. So, I had went over to her house told her in good and truthful Intentions that We needed to take a break so I could deal with these people and the issues that where sprouting up with the rumors, Because I felt that I would have been spending to much time trying to help her stress then being a good boyfriend.. I went to the bathroom for maybe.. 3 minutes tops.. Came back.. She had slit her throat, I held her that night and she died in my blood soaked arms..