[Pinkie]

Mizuki sighed at Thalions response. It was true though and Mizuki could see it from the males point of view. He did start things with that little brush of the lips back then but at the same time Thalion was the one to him that finished it even though it was far from over"Oh yes...I did start it" He stated at that comment "But if I remember correctly you are the one that actually kissed me first" He stated with a little tilt of his head.

A brush of the lips could of been pushed away or forgotten easy enough but that kiss after...now that was the thing to start all of the questiond. Mizuki was not going to place blame for to him they were both guilty. Though as the male continued Mizuki had a mixture of feelings. Thalion didnt know what this was and neither did he. All he knew was that he cared for the male and had for a long time though he was sure even back then that nothing would come from it yet here they were.

As Thalion continued Mizuki sighed to himself and closed his eyes. Yes maybe it would be better just for the males to stop what was going on but at the same time why stop something that was good? Well at least he thought it was good...it could be that Thalion didnt..."So what then..." Mizuki said "Just like that its over before it even began?" He asked with a hint of anger in his voice.

"You know...your still the same" Mizuki said with a little laugh in his voice "Even back then you never knew what you wanted let alone went after it" He said with a shrug of his shoulders "I am no better though...leaving you alone back then because I couldnt life" He said in a bitter tone "Every time I turned around I failed you left, right, and center" Mizuki said with a bit of a growl.

"I didnt know what to do back then" Mizuki began with his head still hung "I...loved you then" Mizuki said "More then anything" He said with a little sad tone "I did all that I could to help and make things better but in the end it all got screwed over and it was my problem" He said in a growl "I couldnt face you after that day...not with knowing I was a failure" Mizuki said as his ears dipped back.

Mizuki sighed lightly before he stood "Times change and with that people change..." He said "I thought we had both changed enough...to maybe actually allow each other to be happy for a single moment in our lives" He said with a sigh "Though now I see I was wrong...there is nothing to be happy over when the one thing that makes you happy is blind to everything around it" With that Mizuki grabbed his cloak and staff and left.

He gave no warning as he walked down the hall alone before leaving the inn and entering the rain outside. It felt good the cool droplets hitting a heated face. He was glad for the rain that fell around him for it covered the tears that dripped down his face. "I have loved you for as long as I can remember Thalion.." Mizuki said to the wind "Thats why it hurts so much...the little things you do" Mizuki said to himself as he walked away into the heavy fall of water.