[Pinkie]

Mizuki stood there with his back towards the male as he listened to everything that was being said. Yes it was true that he could of gone back but at the same time Mizuki was to proud of it. He was going to tell the male it was alright but as Thalion spoke he began to grow a little angry until it just came out in a heated moment.

"You looked?" He asked "Not hard enough" He said turning "Want to know what I lived in for five years?" He asked the male looking at him with a tilted head "I lived under a bridge in a card bored box the days I was lucky" He said "The days the gods shone down on me was the days I ate" Mizuki said in a little broken whisper "And every day I prayed to whoever or whatever was listening in hopes that you would find me...shit I even looked for you but everytime I tried I found nothing so I gave up...clearly you didnt want me to find you" He said with a little laughter.

Shaking his head Mizuki didnt know what else to say really "I looked and worked at what I could but in the end I lost everything" He spoke "My home...my friend...the person I care for most...all gone and with in moments" He spoke lightly with a cringe "And I could do nothing to prevent it" He said lightly shaking his head. "I lived and worked those streets everyday for five years until Luna found me and took me in" He said "Never had I been so greatful" Mizuki said looking to Thalion.

Mizuki then stopped talking for a moment until he spoke again "I blame my self for everything" He said "I was to proud to do the things you said I could...and in the end it costed me my life I loved" He said painfully dipping his head as his ears flattened. "I tried everyday for years to correct it and nothing came of it...nothing did" He said "So I gave up. I came to the conclustion that I was going to die on those streets" He said with a nod of his head.

Mizuki then stopped "The past is the past..." He said with a nod "The past shapes the person to be what they are today" Mizuki said with a hard placed smile "So in a way I am greatfull that I was forced from the home I loved and the person I cared most for in this world...then again.." Mizuki paused here "I cant help but to wonder...what would of happened between us...if I stayed" He said lightly.

After a moment of silence Mizuki moved and began to walk past the male and back to the inn "If I had stayed...what kind of man...would you be today?" He asked lightly as he passed Thalion and walked into the inn. He didnt want to hear the answers the male had. No his heart was aching as it was. It was time to leave and he would the moment he could.