[hyjin]

Not much to explain about it but I am too kind for my own good... there are times that I wish I didn't have a heart... that I could rip it out and be a emotionless husk... I just don't know what to do these days because of my emotions getting the best of me... I care way too much for the people I know IRL and the people on tris... There are times I wish I could hate instead of love or feel compassion towards people...

suicide will never be an option to me bc i love life i love the people i know but i just wish i could feel neutral or hate instead of love towards all... even to those that hurt me i still like them... not as much as i used to but i cant get mad or even hate them forever...

feel free to post your comments here on what i should do...