[Maro]

Well, I don't feel fully female or fully male even though my body is blatantly that of a female and I was even pregnant..

I most days I want to just curl up and not go anywhere or look in a mirror because I'm not a man and yet I don't think I could ever go through transitioning due to the fact I don't feel fully right as a man. I always have people saying, "You're a beautiful young woman you should act/dress like it." But I don't feel like a woman most of the time and I don't even feel beautiful thanks to a life of being called ugly by 90% of the people I've met. I've even asked people, "How would you feel if I became a man/was born a male?" Most of the time the answer is quite negative..

I have one person who actually supports me aside from my homosexual uncle who lives on the mainland. I could keep going but the rest is better to tell you in the privacy of skype.