[Espy]

I've dreamed of dying or being chased by people with guns or the intention to kill way too many times. I don't even play FPS games. I have no idea why this happens.

Lots of those dreams involve my friends and people close to me getting hurt...because of me. I don't know if my brain is trying to tell me something. It can be alarming...

I dwell on these dreams a bit too much. The day after a nightmare is often completely occupied by anxiety related to these things...

I've also dreamed of killing people. Not for the sake of killing people or for fun, but for other purposes. It scares me.