[Muff Muff]

Dear ***,

You still cross my mind every day, but things have changed a lot in these months gone. I'm working on myself, bettering myself. And not for you, but for him. He makes me laugh constantly. He cares for me and I see it, though sometimes I act dumb not sure if it's a good idea to feel this way about someone so soon. He accepts that I am still not over you. Comforts me when I'm depressed about you. He is amazing, and something I don't deserve. But as the lyrics go, "You'll make me work so we can work to work it out". I've never tried this hard not to run away, to test someone's feelings. Sure I still do little things like question a comment that he may say about how he feels, but I don't say "you don't care" and mean it to get them to actually care. I don't know..I'm working on me. I have friends now..Life is finally better again. I don't need to worry about you. You're an adult, or by law you are at least.. And I think it's kind of funny that each time we broke up I got a job, I got my permit. Things I didn't do for 3 years with you. And this guy, he wants me to move forward, and he doesn't make me feel guilty about it as you used to.. I don't want to compare you both, I can't really. You two are so far from the other's personality it isn't even funny. And he makes me happy, that I can forget you, and not need to compare. And forgetting you is something I'm working on. Not entirely, but enough so it doesn't hurt. And ***...it's starting to finally hurt less.