[Heartbroken]

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time right now! Things that are happening in your life will not be terrible forever.There can be a change and more good than bad things will start to happen in your life.I have severe depression,I was just diagnosed yesterday so I know how depression makes you feel because I feel lonely,sad,empty,worthless,tired,hopeless,and trapped all the time.I have constant suicidal thoughts all the time,I even attempted suicide.
Your life can change,you just have to think positive and stay strong.