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Meizicht · Posted 01-08-2013, 06:34 PM

That feeling when you realize that happiness you felt earlier, was all wrong and being an "adult" means you're miserable for the rest of your life, and you can't even end it yourself because OTHER PEOPLE will be upset if you do. It doesn't even feel good that people want me to stay, because it's like "I'm not going to kill you yet; you have to be tortured for a very long time first".
Was I really so bad that I have to have everything crushed over and over again whenever I think I've found something that will make me happy, or was I right in the first place - I'm not really worth it?

Meizicht Cage			#6317
	That feeling when you realize that happiness you felt earlier, was all wrong and being an "adult" means you're miserable for the rest of your life, and you can't even end it yourself because OTHER PEOPLE will be upset if you do. It doesn't even feel good that people want me to stay, because it's like "I'm not going to kill you yet; you have to be tortured for a very long time first". Was I really so bad that I have to have everything crushed over and over again whenever I think I've found something that will make me happy, or was I right in the first place - I'm not really worth it?
		Posted 01-08-2013, 06:34 PM