[Batty]

Not one of my friends called me to do anything, or come over. I got a few texts, most of them from Facebook. Zane hadn't planned ANYTHING, didn't take me out, didn't have any surprises for me, nothing. No one decorated the living room like they usually do.. No candles in odd pieces of food I'll actually eat. At least last year, there was that.. No helium balloons, or any of our usual birthday traditions. I went to the store, got my mom cat litter, and then spent the rest of the day in my fucking house.

So needless to say, nothing happened. Not one fucking thing. I got a new tarot deck from my sister, which, was cool. She actually thought about me. My mom got me a teapot, that grows flower things as the tea steeps. And Zane threw a pair of headphones at me, and called it done. He was gone for most of the day, came back, we argued because he was the ONE PERSON I was counting on to make my day, and he didn't even THINK ABOUT DOING ANYTHING. Then went out AGAIN, and got me a dozen roses, because he "felt bad"...then he slept the rest of the night, until I woke him up to go shower. By that time it was 1AM, and the day was over.

I cried all day. Even went to sleep fucking crying.