[Helsinki Harlot]

Enkeli; Well first. Have fun at work! :) And please come back!

I hope so too but... the prediction isn't good.

Oh all right. It's just hard navigating through that with people. You never know what's going to trigger someone. I've learned that I've used a lot of pronouns and words and been offensive when I haven't meant to be and just. I've now become really careful about it.

So far it's going good. I have permission to talk about. They want to loose some weight first and then move more into the public aspect. I help them on the sexual side but we're working on them becoming comfortable in their own body.

I am too. Just... to many nights. Like, I'm never against drug use. I gen. recommend people try shrooms at least once in their life. It won't let you hide from your problems. I felt so much clearer the night after. But yeah. Lucky to have her.

It's... hard. And it will always be. But... I don't want to shame his memory if nothing else. :)And it's always good to have someone just to verbal vomit to. I've noticed... the more I talk about it, the better I am. I had no one to talk to for a year about Jon's death and even then it was a few mentions here and there that I did. Hell, 99% of the people in my life didn't even know it happened. But it helps to talk. Doesn't matter if the other person knows what to say, 'cause you can talk it out and think and work yourself because you think about your words. And every time it gets better.